i'm getting rather, no, infact, VERY sick of answering to people's question: "are you okay?" i mean, obviously i'll say 'im fine' right!? then what do you want me to say? tell you the truth and pour out all my life long woes to you? NO!? fuck no! people should stop asking me how am i yada yada because you should know that the answer you're gonna get "yea, im fine, just tired." standard okay!? STANDARD. i have no intention of altering my dialogue for any of you out there because i have been practising it for the past year or so and i'm rather professional at it. and also, i see no reason for me to do stuff i suck at, since im good in faking, let me fake on will you? just effing let me! and the person who should be smsing, being concerned IS NOT doing anything because i think we're just waiting for one another, seeing who will send the first sms. i'm so sorry, i think i've let NCC down, for they're always teaching me about initiative, but here am i, still waiting, and i don't think im gonna do anything about it. hello? i'm very gu dong one. on the pessimistic side, i think he likes someone else. HAHA. so much for telling him that i trust him? my ass. i just doubted him. what? you think people must sms you everyday meh? you know what's overshot? you know what's limited free sms? you know what's prepaid card? as much as he is freaking rich, judging from the things he wear & everything, there's limitations right!? no? yes? no? YES! eh c'mon lor, who do you think you are? you think you're some big ass hot stuff girl? nah, you're just a fat sloth - female version, who managed to lose like 10 over kg in the past year or so, but still fat. haha. pathetic pathetic. this just concludes that you're severely overweight, you should be bulimic now. aren't you even ashamed? OMFG, you just ate truffles!!!! omfg, puke everything out NOW. you're just so dumb, i can't stand you lynette lee. & so what he told you certain stuff? so what? jealous like mad? have you ever thought that he may have felt the same way cos you are so damn friendly and talk to everyone you know? & there's no need to mention that you do have guy friends!? & you also feel jealous when he talks to girls? yala yala yala, now trying to act what now? you're nothing. go slit wrists now now now now now.

actually, in short, school ruins everything. during the holidays, everything was perfect. school just had to come and interrupt. and destroy everything.

i have the intention to go to a doctor for the prescription of anti-depressant pills. i have a throbbing head now, and it fucking hurts la.

in conlcusion : the truth is, she misses him, although he was never really hers. yay. so corny right?! ITS JUST A QUOTE FROM SOME EMO STORY I READ.

& for every problem you have in life, you must have a solution, therefore, my solution to this problem is:

SHORT RUN = SLEEP
LONG RUN = CONTINUE FAKING, YOU'VE BEEN DOING A GOOD JOB AND MAKING A FOOL OUT OF YOURSELF.


im such a fucking smart person. i deserve to be somewhere more special. i create problems and will solve them myself. HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

3rd third san

OKAY, this is gonna be happy post!

(:

we got effing 3rd in RSN INVITATIONAL RUGBEH baby!! (((:

us with pride & glory & the trust of the 2 most impt people we could ever have in our team, derelyn (coach, furthest right, SINGAPORE NO.5!!) & mr raymond andrew(the one in red).

they are the ultimate, more ultimate than the ultimate day of my life which was yestd (comp day)! as much as derelyn always say & tease that im not very tall.*COUGHS, i dont think she slouched in the pic so that she around the same height as us right? no la no la. kidding. really have to thank her for really believing in us so much. & of course, mr andrew, who screwed us for promo results yet still stuck with us hard. YAY, im so happy! and gerald with ryan came all the way to changi naval base to support us, so, amidst the girls who were at the side line, screaming their heads off, you'll suddenly hear one guy's voice, which we found to be quite hilarious at first.

okay, and SR's touch team has officially made enemies with another school. LOL. some cheenapiangschoolwhoseuniformalsonotsayverynicebutthepeoplecmi.

perhaps some of you wouldn't understand why we are so freaking happy to get 3rd. because, tracing from our roots, sr's touch weren't anywhere near the top 5 (ithink), we could probably be known as the bottom 3 or something. and we were constantly being looked down by many other coaches and school until revolution came and yada yada.

OH, and im so proud of tiatia. (: she is THE ONE. lub her nong nong. without everybody's hard work, be it coaching, learning, running or scolding, we wouldnt have gotten anywhere near.

cheers for SRTR! ((: & RJTR. :D they said something really really nice to us.

and we found sylvia's friend in MI, cos they were wearing the same hairband, the ninja type. LOL.

OH, of course, after standing in the hot sun, running like free for like about 4 hours...... we get.........

a fairly nice tan. (: its a good thing cos now that my face is tanner, the dark circles are less prominent. YAY! (: although the freckles seem to be coming out...... but it's okay la. so cool. :D

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hello.

i've been feeling quite fucked up with school. yes i know. i just said something vulgar. just shut up will you?

to sum up the entire week, it's been basically fucked up. zeenat has been screwing me like free. i've been crying like free. this is like what? the 2nd time im crying in SR. and i cried for 3 days straight wow. i can like create records or something.

touch rugby has been great, but sighs-

art is being a bitch also. im slowly beginning to like math. econs is getting on my nerves. i like PE. i ran 10 rounds. and i didn't feel as tired as i did when i ran 2.4km. environment is basically shit. literature has been very cultural. lynette has been rather tired. she couldn't catch up on her sleep during the weekends. and when she was sleeping in bus 25, on the way back home from the school, this bloody malay guy sat beside her and kept staring, like as if never see girl in brown uniform iszit. not say my hair messy or i was drooling or somthing.

ive been rather angsty. i'm pissed with everything i do. i rolled my eyes at some of my friends. i want to hug someone. i want to sleep forever. i want to murder you. i accidentally shouted at my friend, but i had to cover it up with 'im kidding'. everybody thinks im just tired, but it's more of im sick and tired of every single thing. and the main thing is that i've barely lived life, and here i am, complaining bout every single damn thing i come across. the most disgusting part of all, which i fucking hate is that i have to act happy.

yay

lynette is a happy bitch. beat that. i know, whr got girls put themselves down one? so now you got a problem with me? you can just click the red x ya know. i don't even know why are you putting up with this shit. why ah? why why why why why!? once i had enough of all these nonsense, i can just happily forsake everything and concentrate on gilbert with my friends. all the calafare like econs, math & everything, just flush yourself down the toiletbowl. your existence is redundant and each time i see you, i just feel like tearing you up into pieces. dont tell me it's a love hate relationship, you can just go bang wall now.

wtf, i'm talking to books. i need to fucking draw now, cos im the polar bear, and the ice cap just freaking won't melt.

miss kwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


yours redundantly,
lynette lee ai ling.


now you're done reading, so scram,


im sorry for such a vulgar post. it's not something i want, but i just had to let all these crap out. nbtt.

cookieeeeeeeeeee monsterrrrrrrrr

Hello. (:

I was in a giving mood yesterday, so I decided to bake cookies, the 1st time ever in my life, alone, for some of my friends. (: I thought of letting the FBT gang taste my horrible cookies, but I never knew my cookies were on such high demand. HEHEHEHEHEHEH. Im so happy.

Summary of the baking process:

1. first batch, CHAO TAH.
2. second batch, not baked -.-
3. third batch, too chewy
4. fourth batch, slightly better. it's more cookie-like (:

I left all the chao tah ones at home and brought the proper looking ones to school for them to try. HEHEHE. I seriously had no intention of giving my classmates larxz, but one came up to me and said "why you never give me?" when I was offering 1 to victoria. oh wellzxsxz.

& so, the people who ate the on demand cookies were, seow wei, victoria, minling, cynthia, jiayu, sylvia, sylvia's friend jacq, valerie and gerald. HAHAHAHA. stupid gerald say not nice, in the end he ate 2. idiot. he even tried to put my cookie in a concentrated camp by violently shaking the whole box of cookies. I know you're in love with my cookie. I know.. -sighs

It's okay, I'll improve. and if if so happen one day that I can become someone famous like Wally Amos*, I WILL NOT GIVE HIM MY COOKIES. HUH!!

HMM, let's see, I have 3 essays to do, 6 sketches to draw & 1 AQ. and I haven't start on anything yet.

owning! I foresee myself not sleeping again. & i'm hating school nowadays, except wednesdays and fridays. NO, not because I have art, it's because I have touch rugbeh baybeh. & im NOT looking forward to the j1s. - sighs. cynic;

*wally amos is the person who came up with the famous amos cookie recipe. (:

i feel like crap now. argh.

birthdays

11th Jan 08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN KING KONG. (: I'm so sorry that I posted such a photo of you. HAHAHA. you wouldn't want me to post a purple photo of you ahhhhh. HAHAHAH. don't think you're 18 you can..........

On the other hand, enough about that kingkong above. *coughs. I AM SO TIRED.

TODAY:

OH, another birthday boy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZULKAR-ZIN-NAEN. as much you're always irritating me about kampong and the chickens and boys, you'll always be someone irritating to me (: & now you're engaged, *coughs, you die alr when the next time i see you. HAHAHAHAH.

homework not done, but here i am

Jay Too isn't something nice. And too think sometime back last year(a few weeks ago), we were all desperately mugging, and praying hard to God that we can pass the -insert word- promos that most of us weren't even ready for.

Some did, some did not. As much I would like to stop harping on this effing subject because it's long over, it's kinda apparent that I cannot get over stuff that easily.*coughs. But then, on the account of many things, people, this will be the last sight you'll ever see me talking about promos on this blog again, unless, with valid reason. I'm sorry. :(

I don't understand alot of stuff that are happening around me, is this the 17 year old phase or what!?

Why are diaries/organisers/planners so expensive?

For real, I had to haunt like an ikan bilis for something that's less than 10 bucks. I think it's a fairly reasonable price, for a fairly good looking organiser to be around 10 bucks or so. In fact, some of my ikan bilis friends think that it's stupid to buy it for 10. I finally settled on a small one, ordinary looking, orange in colour, with stripes that costs 5 bucks. Okay la. I had in mind, another queer looking one actually. hmm

I foresee PE lessons to be rather exciting because our teacher is a SEA games Singapore representative of the Canoeing Team. She's a raging hormone female teacher at the age of about 25(?), teaching a bunch of ikan bilis & sea anemone - because some of them just refuse to get their asses off and start running. She's damn on. I scared. :O

And my handwriting *sigh, has been deteriorating at an increasing speed since the start of this year. Essays, oh essays. Need I say more? This is getting so depressing. :( & my bones are getting heavier, I should stop drinking milk. HAHA.

I've lost the inspiration to blog & I'm starting to gain an interest in Math, cos my teacher is damn cool. I've been thinking about waffles lately, and the amount of food I ate, and the rather ruined class-bonds. I suspect our CT isn't that nice nice person we thought he was. I almost wanted to kill him, pluck our his intestines, when he said that 'girls uses draw strings because we want to make our shirt look longer, which would in turn, make our skirts look shorter.' WALAO. I repeat again, the main reason why most of us uses draw strings is due to functionality. Bloody irritating school rules. It's not as if the school will get demolished or Harry Potter will zap the school off if one of us uses draw strings right.

Makes my blood boil up to 100 deg. >:O

On a totally random note, I think I need to build up my self esteem, or confidence. I effing hate it when I feel so effing inferior to others which are not in any way superior.

I can't wait to see the FBT gang. (: I'm missing them, although I see 2 of them like everyday.

Aching thighs, like free (again, zomg)

I think, in my entire life, I can never understand certain people. I don't know if it's them or me.

It's either they are too complex or simple. Or I'm simply too sensitive. That's about it.

Other than:

• aching thighs & shoulders,
• climbing stairs,
• no money to spend,
• eating alot, and i really mean ALOT.
• not getting my effing adidas bag,
• my long awaited watch...,
• facebook flooding my email,
• constipation (OMG),
• not growing tall fast enough,

I've been alright. Everything rocks (:

happy new year pull your ear

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. :D it feels rather weird to be in 2008. -.-

i messed up my hair. :o

`william - FRIENDS!!send me all the photos of u and me.
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RAH.